Today was one hell of a day.... already in the morning i was awaiting the ever so fateful 2.30pm... cos tts when the O lvl results were coming out....
during amaths test, i was like so blank, i dunno wat the hell happened... i did study lorr... i knew all the formulas and the steps to do... but i really duno why today during the test was so blank... confirmed 0, tts not gd... i duno, maybe i gotta practice more? but im cramping all i can during all the time i have... its no fun being busy and yet still hafta get optimum results.... but i think i just need more practice... during physics i wasnt really listening also, i couldnt, firstly cos it was SO boring and secondly i just had too much things on my mind... went to chapel, omg, the singing, well, honestly, sucked... and everything else... but im not gonna complain cos the effort is impt and also the motive... i was bored so i went to disturb retard lian but after tt it got boring also... so when chapel finished, met char in sch with her frens, she ate then had to go up hall for the much awaited O lvl results... sitting in the hall with all their tense faces also got me into the mood, tryin to visualize wat would be like if i were the recepient of that O lvl result slip... im sure many thoughts would be running through my head... and like a very wise someone said before, u would nv know till u tried or went through it... which is very true... i wont know the real feeling until i go through it... and congrats to char and the many rest who did well for the Os... proud of ya! =)
well, this really changed my whole outlook... my whole...thinking... its like, i dunno, it suddenly struck me, hard, where it hurts most... haha.. and i suddenly panicked... what if i failed... wat if wat if wat if... many many qns... but i just told myself tt i gotta prepare now so maybe my face would be on the screen for top scorer or something... hahaha... well, after that, went around... did my errands then went home....
today was one hell of a day with many interesting things happen... i dunno if i reacted properly to it but i know tt all is well now... so, gd luck and choose ur future wisely... and, for me and the rest in my batch, study hard!
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